I realise change. I feel change. I see how I am changing which surprises me. I didn't think it would be something one is aware of unless of course if done consciously. It feels as though I am looking at myself from a third person's perspective and I can see how I am evolving in certain aspects. Perhaps everyone feels that way, hmm.. I don't know.

Sometimes I lose myself, sometimes I get so involved that I forget where I am going and what I am seeking. Sometimes I lose track of what's important and what isn't. I feel thankful that at least I do remember them at times when it is crucial and important. Sometimes certain things amazes me. Yet, certain things scares me. Sometimes I can't explain how I know what I know. I really believe someone's looking out for me and I am truly thankful for all that I have.

I am blessed and I am grateful for it all. =)

I am going to be happy.